Nightmares Regarding EAR/ONS

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Aug 29, 2014 14:10:39 GMT magnumforce73 said:

Aug 29, 2014 1:31:23 GMT @murdoc said:

*Sigh*... forgive me for being frank about this, but I am choosing to be very blunt about it. This case can do some fucked up things to your head if you study into it too long. I read into that book so hard, I had a horrifying dream that I wish I could've forgotten... I'm actually scared to go into the details, out of fear of how folks here may respond to the nature of it. But lets put it this way, it's a dream that Stone would've had and Crompton left it out to keep you from thinking differently of him.

My point is that not all dreams are heroic, some are down right realistic and others put you in shoes you don't want to be in.

Murdoc--

Never apologize for being frank or blunt--I prefer straight shooters. 

I know what you mean because mine are always vivid, and very real-time.  I was very reluctant to even start a thread on this topic, but I felt it germane to the subject matter at hand.  Terror is what lights him up--nightmares are one more byproduct of the havoc he wreaked upon so many. 

mf73

I was in HIS shoes, watching through his eyes. The whole time I was just kind of floaty, like most dreams are. There was some action, but it was nothing pleasant and I couldn't stop my feet from moving at first, until I realized it was something that I could not control. At first, I thought it was a dream of me watching myself with my wife, kind of out of body... then, I went inside and things just went to hell from there. To be totally honest, I blame the dream on me wearing a nicotine patch that I forgot to remove. Those things can give you the most insane dream's you'd ever thought possible.

Anyway, I feel its best now to get it off of my chest, so I'll continue. The dream started jumping a lot... it skipped to the crime I felt I was committing, mostly facing the faces of poor victims I could not really describe. Their faces were so distorted... I felt their terror and their confusion, but I couldn't stop him... as I said, I'm sure this is the kind of dreams that those closely involved had. Especially when it comes to the end. He did his thing and left, coming to a house... he went to the bathroom and before I could ever see the face in the mirror, I can see my face but it's not mine and I have no idea who it is. Then, I just... wake up.

Disturbing dream brought on by a chemical reaction I'm sure, but no less inspired by anxiety from this case. I feel hesitant now, talking about it like this. But like I said, it's something I'm actually glad to have off of my chest. Needless to say, this guy was an animal and I could no longer go on without trailing him to assure his capture like I am now. This dream about him that I can never forget is what pushes me, giving me a blood driven desire to bring him to light.

Please don't hate meh, it was just a fucked up dream -_-

[magnumforce73]

Aug 29, 2014 23:31:58 GMT @murdoc said:

Aug 29, 2014 14:10:39 GMT magnumforce73 said:

Murdoc--

Never apologize for being frank or blunt--I prefer straight shooters. 

I know what you mean because mine are always vivid, and very real-time.  I was very reluctant to even start a thread on this topic, but I felt it germane to the subject matter at hand.  Terror is what lights him up--nightmares are one more byproduct of the havoc he wreaked upon so many. 

mf73

I was in HIS shoes, watching through his eyes. The whole time I was just kind of floaty, like most dreams are. There was some action, but it was nothing pleasant and I couldn't stop my feet from moving at first, until I realized it was something that I could not control. At first, I thought it was a dream of me watching myself with my wife, kind of out of body... then, I went inside and things just went to hell from there. To be totally honest, I blame the dream on me wearing a nicotine patch that I forgot to remove. Those things can give you the most insane dream's you'd ever thought possible.

Anyway, I feel its best now to get it off of my chest, so I'll continue. The dream started jumping a lot... it skipped to the crime I felt I was committing, mostly facing the faces of poor victims I could not really describe. Their faces were so distorted... I felt their terror and their confusion, but I couldn't stop him... as I said, I'm sure this is the kind of dreams that those closely involved had. Especially when it comes to the end. He did his thing and left, coming to a house... he went to the bathroom and before I could ever see the face in the mirror, I can see my face but it's not mine and I have no idea who it is. Then, I just... wake up.

Disturbing dream brought on by a chemical reaction I'm sure, but no less inspired by anxiety from this case. I feel hesitant now, talking about it like this. But like I said, it's something I'm actually glad to have off of my chest. Needless to say, this guy was an animal and I could no longer go on without trailing him to assure his capture like I am now. This dream about him that I can never forget is what pushes me, giving me a blood driven desire to bring him to light.

Please don't hate meh, it was just a fucked up dream -_-

I don't hate you, Murdoc, but I'll tell you what: feel free to PM if you'd like to continue this discussion.  I appreciate your feedback very, very much--because my nightmares are similar.

mf73

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Aug 29, 2014 23:43:09 GMT magnumforce73 said:

Aug 29, 2014 23:31:58 GMT @murdoc said:

I was in HIS shoes, watching through his eyes. The whole time I was just kind of floaty, like most dreams are. There was some action, but it was nothing pleasant and I couldn't stop my feet from moving at first, until I realized it was something that I could not control. At first, I thought it was a dream of me watching myself with my wife, kind of out of body... then, I went inside and things just went to hell from there. To be totally honest, I blame the dream on me wearing a nicotine patch that I forgot to remove. Those things can give you the most insane dream's you'd ever thought possible.

Anyway, I feel its best now to get it off of my chest, so I'll continue. The dream started jumping a lot... it skipped to the crime I felt I was committing, mostly facing the faces of poor victims I could not really describe. Their faces were so distorted... I felt their terror and their confusion, but I couldn't stop him... as I said, I'm sure this is the kind of dreams that those closely involved had. Especially when it comes to the end. He did his thing and left, coming to a house... he went to the bathroom and before I could ever see the face in the mirror, I can see my face but it's not mine and I have no idea who it is. Then, I just... wake up.

Disturbing dream brought on by a chemical reaction I'm sure, but no less inspired by anxiety from this case. I feel hesitant now, talking about it like this. But like I said, it's something I'm actually glad to have off of my chest. Needless to say, this guy was an animal and I could no longer go on without trailing him to assure his capture like I am now. This dream about him that I can never forget is what pushes me, giving me a blood driven desire to bring him to light.

Please don't hate meh, it was just a fucked up dream -_-

I don't hate you, Murdoc, but I'll tell you what: feel free to PM if you'd like to continue this discussion.  I appreciate your feedback very, very much--because my nightmares are similar.

mf73

As messed up as it sounds, I'm glad to know I'm not alone. Glad you're here buddy. I'll take you up on that offer.

[magnumforce73]

Aug 29, 2014 23:47:29 GMT @murdoc said:

Aug 29, 2014 23:43:09 GMT magnumforce73 said:

I don't hate you, Murdoc, but I'll tell you what: feel free to PM if you'd like to continue this discussion.  I appreciate your feedback very, very much--because my nightmares are similar.

mf73

As messed up as it sounds, I'm glad to know I'm not alone. Glad you're here buddy. I'll take you up on that offer.

10-4.  

mf73

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I once dreamed I was a squirrel eating my own foot...don't try to make sense of bro. Means less than you think.

[justinmurphy]

Aug 29, 2014 23:14:14 GMT magnumforce73 said:

Aug 29, 2014 21:27:25 GMT cityofchill said:

I hate that * picture. The only thing worse than the picture is the knowledge that so many people had to see that face in reality, staring down at them. For some of them, it may have been the last face they saw. Terrible. 

I hate that picture too, City.  That chickenshit had to hide behind that pathetic mask.  Sometimes, I can't help but wonder if he took the mask off before he did what he did in some of the ONS cases--to further the torture he put his victims through.  He's that much of a sadist, but again, it's easy to be brave when you coldcock people from behind.  

mf73

One thing I hate about that ski mask is how the EAR-ONS books Sudden Terror, Hot Prowl, and Frozen In Fear use or reference the ski mask on the book cover. Either furthering  his mystique or collective fear in him. When he is actually a freak who burglarized, raped, and murdered people. I prefer an image will brings him out of the shadows and hints at what he really is. With the name and cover art of my upcoming book, I plan on something very different.

[northcal]

Murdoc, that was a wild dream. So was Rayray5's. Just to even think about being a squirrel and eating your own foot must have made you really feel disturbed.

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dreamed of a huge white Centaur carrying his head in his hands and from his neck he was turning inside-out until he became as silver-scaled serpent

slithering up the marble steps of a Temple

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It was. I never saw the actual crimes, just the faces. That was the freakiest part

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And being a squirrel is ALWAYS freaky

[northernjustice]

Case is solved guys. The EAR was a shapeshifting squirrel.

[woofytreats]

Northern,

They say that about Bigfoot using dimension portals...the EARONS as shapeshifter, time / dimensional traveler...geez, I think I just booked my next nightmare.

[northernjustice]

He was able to do his best prowls when he was in squirrel form. That's also why the dog's trail always went cold at a certain point... he shifted back to squirrel form and crawled up a tree.

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Aug 28, 2014 23:58:20 GMT magnumforce73 said:

Aug 28, 2014 16:54:20 GMT @wynnewoodestates said:

We had at least 50 guns in my house growing up and currently have a 45 with one in the chamber on top of my pillow, extra mag within reach.

Hi Wynnewood--

Cocked & locked is the best way to go with a 1911.  Those pistols are beyond cool.  I like your style!  It's a shame EAR never had a personal encounter with a big .45 ACP slug.  Of course, there's that hitting from behind and in the dark--the hallmarks of a coward extraordinaire.

mf73

It's not a 1911, it's a Springfield XD polymer striker fired .45 without the thumb safety(just point and shoot). My problem in my old age is I keep forgetting to lock my back door....

[magnumforce73]

Sept 3, 2014 1:07:08 GMT @wynnewoodestates said:

Aug 28, 2014 23:58:20 GMT magnumforce73 said:

Hi Wynnewood--

Cocked & locked is the best way to go with a 1911.  Those pistols are beyond cool.  I like your style!  It's a shame EAR never had a personal encounter with a big .45 ACP slug.  Of course, there's that hitting from behind and in the dark--the hallmarks of a coward extraordinaire.

mf73

It's not a 1911, it's a Springfield XD polymer striker fired .45 without the thumb safety(just point and shoot). My problem in my old age is I keep forgetting to lock my back door....

Touche, Roach.    I like your style, Sir.

mf73