Post by Deleted on Jan 10, 2017 7:11:03 GMT
For the longest time, I've wanted to use what I know how to do and do best to help solve this case. At one point, I wanted to make a film but what I created was disgusting screenplay that still gives me nightmares. Scrapping that, I began to feel hopeless about doing anything special to help the people that I have come to genuinely love very, very much.
Time passed. Things happened. I met someone very special who changed my life and then became a moderator on the one place I have felt a connection to since day one.
I have seen disagreements. I have seen success! I witnessed ugly things. But I also saw amazing ones. People I care about hate me. I fight to regain their confidence. A few months ago, I saw something very inspiring and incredibly special happen in my life that made this case the foremost part of my life now. All because of the people who have passed through this forum, I have found my new lease on life. Thank you all for that. EVERYONE... from the good... the bad... or the lepke
Enough musing. This is my effort to help. It is the beginning of something special that I want ALL of us to be a part of. My goal is to bring unity to this case, whose common goal outweighs the petty things that can come between us. I miss that spark but it is slowly coming back. With every new interest to this case comes a new light and this is my way of educating our welcomed newcomers to the truth behind these crimes.
I call it, 'The EARONS Hour'. It is something that I have been messing around with in my head for a while. Filmed in the style of a z-grade talkshow hosted by a conspiracy nut about Hitler being Jewish, I was inspired by several things and it just became something I sat on forever. The idea is that this is what I call a 'Test-Pilot' for a webseries dedicated to talking about EARONS biweekly, helping to educate and reiterate things that most of us know that newcomers can learn without sifting through the pages and pages and pages of the threads. The talk show thing is just for flare and my outlet to be a little creative.
Until about three weeks ago it was only something I talked about with mixed results. I filmed myself whenever I could, between work and when the snow started to fall. It was written, produced and hosted all by me, using the information that the INCREDIBLE people from BOTH boards have so graciously shared... all in the effort to be Correct about the information that I convey. My anxiety played EXTREME hell with me and it shows. The nervous weirdo-man you see there is completely me, trying to do something amazing against my depressions and anxieties, but it had to be done. I need you all to see that I really, really mean to help and I want to do more.
Now I am sure there are mistakes, which I will be citing using the annotations feature on YouTube over time. It may be a while, as I am currently pre-producing my follow up webisode and need to be focused. This feature will also allow me to include the websites that I mention as well as the MOST IMPORTANT ones that I so stupidly neglected to mention because I was so nervous. You will see me pointing to things that have yet to appear and this is why, that list can be found on the WHO IS THE GOLDEN STATE KILLER FB Page. I also tend to ramble and have 'tics', all part of my high anxiety which I combat by being extroverted.
Enough boring prelude, here's the damn video. I hope that it really does help in SOME way and doesn't annoy you too badly:
Time passed. Things happened. I met someone very special who changed my life and then became a moderator on the one place I have felt a connection to since day one.
I have seen disagreements. I have seen success! I witnessed ugly things. But I also saw amazing ones. People I care about hate me. I fight to regain their confidence. A few months ago, I saw something very inspiring and incredibly special happen in my life that made this case the foremost part of my life now. All because of the people who have passed through this forum, I have found my new lease on life. Thank you all for that. EVERYONE... from the good... the bad... or the lepke
Enough musing. This is my effort to help. It is the beginning of something special that I want ALL of us to be a part of. My goal is to bring unity to this case, whose common goal outweighs the petty things that can come between us. I miss that spark but it is slowly coming back. With every new interest to this case comes a new light and this is my way of educating our welcomed newcomers to the truth behind these crimes.
I call it, 'The EARONS Hour'. It is something that I have been messing around with in my head for a while. Filmed in the style of a z-grade talkshow hosted by a conspiracy nut about Hitler being Jewish, I was inspired by several things and it just became something I sat on forever. The idea is that this is what I call a 'Test-Pilot' for a webseries dedicated to talking about EARONS biweekly, helping to educate and reiterate things that most of us know that newcomers can learn without sifting through the pages and pages and pages of the threads. The talk show thing is just for flare and my outlet to be a little creative.
Until about three weeks ago it was only something I talked about with mixed results. I filmed myself whenever I could, between work and when the snow started to fall. It was written, produced and hosted all by me, using the information that the INCREDIBLE people from BOTH boards have so graciously shared... all in the effort to be Correct about the information that I convey. My anxiety played EXTREME hell with me and it shows. The nervous weirdo-man you see there is completely me, trying to do something amazing against my depressions and anxieties, but it had to be done. I need you all to see that I really, really mean to help and I want to do more.
Now I am sure there are mistakes, which I will be citing using the annotations feature on YouTube over time. It may be a while, as I am currently pre-producing my follow up webisode and need to be focused. This feature will also allow me to include the websites that I mention as well as the MOST IMPORTANT ones that I so stupidly neglected to mention because I was so nervous. You will see me pointing to things that have yet to appear and this is why, that list can be found on the WHO IS THE GOLDEN STATE KILLER FB Page. I also tend to ramble and have 'tics', all part of my high anxiety which I combat by being extroverted.
Enough boring prelude, here's the damn video. I hope that it really does help in SOME way and doesn't annoy you too badly:
