Feeling through the Mystery Maze of EAR-ONS
Mar 21, 2018 4:38:07 GMT
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The case of the East Area Rapist-Original Night Stalker (EAR-ONS) has preoccupied minds for the longest time. You have each contributed amazing thoughts and analysis to help solve the mystery and identity of the perpetrator. Here below, I share an alternative approach to support the solving of the mystery and identity, listening to the feelings evoked in you as you study the information about the case and perpetrator. These feelings will help you understand the malefactor behind the mystery because his crimes were a product of his own feelings.
The character of the perpetrator can be understood from the crime scenes he leaves behind because he has created and orchestrated them. Studying crime scene images of ransacked items, disarray, blood, ligature bindings and bodies reminds me of a Dante’s Inferno painting where in this case, the perpetrator sought to impose his own hell on his victims. I feel the ransacked items, disarray and blood point to his chaotic, relentless and violent emotions and the ligature bindings and bodies represent his own confined and suffocated feelings in daily life. His feelings have a history and origin as his crimes historically date back from 1976 to 1981 and 1986.
His patterns of raiding refrigerators for food and drink and raping women reveal the origins behind his explosive emotions. Raiding a refrigerator is indicative of hunger and that the individual has not satisfied that hunger. Rape illustrates the withholding of love, that unconditional love that a mother feels for and shows her child. This hunger and withholding of love are suggestive of childhood neglect that he expressed in his attacks. His attacks stir up feelings of resentment toward his mother, as represented by his focus on female victims bearing the brunt of his wrath, and that stem from his childhood as indicated by his puerile language and gestures (sobbing, apologizing to mommy, use of swear words, and simple commands to female victims to address his needs, among others). His rage at his female victims elicits feelings as though it is an embodiment of his rage at his own mother for depriving him of maternal care and love. This neglect and deprivation is where it becomes crucial for law enforcement and investigators to inquire with teachers, psychologists and school counselors employed in Northern California in the 1960’s into 70’s whether they recall any students acting out and whom they suspected suffered childhood neglect and abuse at home.
The attitude of EAR-ONS toward his male victims suggests his feelings of aversion to, distance from and fear of them. His attitude toward his male victims is similar to his attitude toward the police, fear of punishment and rebellion against authority. His stacking of plates on the male victims’ backs is symbolic of inflicting punishment on them by their bearing of the weight of the dishes. This bearing of weight is similar to involvement in laborious activities, the kind that fathers command of their sons, such as completing menial chores to discipline them from a young age. EAR-ONS commanding the husbands to keep still and carry the brunt of the weight of the dishes is suggestive of paternal type disciplinarian and authoritarian treatment he received during childhood and adolescence. Similar to his lawless militant and carnal nature of his home invasions, surveillance, pillaging of food and house belongings, and rapes of women, there is a feeling of his lawlessly rebelling against disciplinarian and authoritarian treatment encountered by the military, represented from his suspected General Custer's essay, or other work supervisors. His rebellion toward men can be felt from his commands of the female victims to tie up the male victims and prevent them from action, fleeing away from and taunting of the police and shooting of male victims who did not obey his commands. However, his rebellion did not separate him from the men he sought to avoid. It did the opposite where he became no different than these men in his execution of authoritarianism and discipline on others, which means that he became like his father in his crime sprees. This rebellion against authority is critical for law enforcement and investigators to also examine in any discharged members of the military in California, armed forces, air force, navy, etc. or any fields of suspected employment (real estate, construction, medical, etc.), as any names of the discharged in conjunction with names of students who suffered childhood neglect or abuse at home can lead to the solution of the mystery through recurrence of names.
At the root of neglect and rebellion lies a void of self-respect and self-worth, as can be sensed from his hidden face behind a mask which relates to feelings of unworthiness in appearance, since he did not receive confirmation that he mattered to the people who meant the most to him and who matter to all children- parents and family. His feelings of inadequacy and low self-esteem spiral out in his interactions outside the family such as his anger at his sixth grade teacher for further humiliating him by depriving him of field trips as indicated in his suspected writing found by law enforcement, which ties into his being deprived because of his lack of self-worth. The emphasis on this lack of self-worth is explicit in his Excitement’s Crave poem where he in his initial lines mentions the importance that society places on “taking inventory of their worth.” This idea of worth is further stressed in the poem where he explains the “task” of “choosing values,” where one’s self-worth is a value. The words “worth” and “value” epitomize the core of his motivation for his crimes. Since he did not find confirmation of his self-worth and value through his own resources in the upright world, he sought it in his underworld of crime and forced it from the resources of others. His crimes were his way of filling in the void of self-worth and value denied to him from his childhood family and from his surroundings. In doing so, he wanted to show how much he surpassed society because while others were toiling away or “lifting,” as he worded it in Excitement’s Crave, he was achieving through using them and their resources, such as ordering the women to tie up their partners instead of doing it himself and using objects from the homes to commit his crimes. His commands to his female victims to treat him as they did their husbands served him to regain his self-worth as the man of the house. This use of other people’s resources, and his importance placed on them as can be seen in his map of homes and the local environment, was his way of proving his intelligence and related to it, his own self-worth and value to himself and to society. His stealth of personal items from the homes of the women he raped, such as wedding rings and drivers’ licenses, represented to him the lasting achievement of his conquests. This lasting achievement was his proof to himself and to society, exhibited in the phone calls to female victims, that he was worthy and “deserving,” as he expressed in his suspected Excitement’s Crave poem, of recognition. Proving his self-worth and value was the reason behind the escalation of his crimes from thefts and rapes of women to murders of couples each time he was challenged by society, whether the journalist at the meeting or law enforcement. Self-worth and value is critical to solving the mystery because it is the motivation behind his crimes. Law enforcement and investigators should look into any males born around 1951 to 1956, which coincides with his suspected age range during the time span of his crimes, 1976 to 1981 and 1986, in California and among these males, into those at school suspected of suffering neglect and abuse at home during the 1960’s to 1970’s, those discharged from the military or released from any employment due to rebellious behavior against authority and those who emphasize perseverance toward achieving self-worth, self-value and self-power in their words, connotations and actions. These combined clues are the key to solving this mystery maze because they come from feeling, that feeling that the unwavering will of the self can pave the way toward its worth.
The case of the East Area Rapist-Original Night Stalker (EAR-ONS) has preoccupied minds for the longest time. You have each contributed amazing thoughts and analysis to help solve the mystery and identity of the perpetrator. Here below, I share an alternative approach to support the solving of the mystery and identity, listening to the feelings evoked in you as you study the information about the case and perpetrator. These feelings will help you understand the malefactor behind the mystery because his crimes were a product of his own feelings.
The character of the perpetrator can be understood from the crime scenes he leaves behind because he has created and orchestrated them. Studying crime scene images of ransacked items, disarray, blood, ligature bindings and bodies reminds me of a Dante’s Inferno painting where in this case, the perpetrator sought to impose his own hell on his victims. I feel the ransacked items, disarray and blood point to his chaotic, relentless and violent emotions and the ligature bindings and bodies represent his own confined and suffocated feelings in daily life. His feelings have a history and origin as his crimes historically date back from 1976 to 1981 and 1986.
His patterns of raiding refrigerators for food and drink and raping women reveal the origins behind his explosive emotions. Raiding a refrigerator is indicative of hunger and that the individual has not satisfied that hunger. Rape illustrates the withholding of love, that unconditional love that a mother feels for and shows her child. This hunger and withholding of love are suggestive of childhood neglect that he expressed in his attacks. His attacks stir up feelings of resentment toward his mother, as represented by his focus on female victims bearing the brunt of his wrath, and that stem from his childhood as indicated by his puerile language and gestures (sobbing, apologizing to mommy, use of swear words, and simple commands to female victims to address his needs, among others). His rage at his female victims elicits feelings as though it is an embodiment of his rage at his own mother for depriving him of maternal care and love. This neglect and deprivation is where it becomes crucial for law enforcement and investigators to inquire with teachers, psychologists and school counselors employed in Northern California in the 1960’s into 70’s whether they recall any students acting out and whom they suspected suffered childhood neglect and abuse at home.
The attitude of EAR-ONS toward his male victims suggests his feelings of aversion to, distance from and fear of them. His attitude toward his male victims is similar to his attitude toward the police, fear of punishment and rebellion against authority. His stacking of plates on the male victims’ backs is symbolic of inflicting punishment on them by their bearing of the weight of the dishes. This bearing of weight is similar to involvement in laborious activities, the kind that fathers command of their sons, such as completing menial chores to discipline them from a young age. EAR-ONS commanding the husbands to keep still and carry the brunt of the weight of the dishes is suggestive of paternal type disciplinarian and authoritarian treatment he received during childhood and adolescence. Similar to his lawless militant and carnal nature of his home invasions, surveillance, pillaging of food and house belongings, and rapes of women, there is a feeling of his lawlessly rebelling against disciplinarian and authoritarian treatment encountered by the military, represented from his suspected General Custer's essay, or other work supervisors. His rebellion toward men can be felt from his commands of the female victims to tie up the male victims and prevent them from action, fleeing away from and taunting of the police and shooting of male victims who did not obey his commands. However, his rebellion did not separate him from the men he sought to avoid. It did the opposite where he became no different than these men in his execution of authoritarianism and discipline on others, which means that he became like his father in his crime sprees. This rebellion against authority is critical for law enforcement and investigators to also examine in any discharged members of the military in California, armed forces, air force, navy, etc. or any fields of suspected employment (real estate, construction, medical, etc.), as any names of the discharged in conjunction with names of students who suffered childhood neglect or abuse at home can lead to the solution of the mystery through recurrence of names.
At the root of neglect and rebellion lies a void of self-respect and self-worth, as can be sensed from his hidden face behind a mask which relates to feelings of unworthiness in appearance, since he did not receive confirmation that he mattered to the people who meant the most to him and who matter to all children- parents and family. His feelings of inadequacy and low self-esteem spiral out in his interactions outside the family such as his anger at his sixth grade teacher for further humiliating him by depriving him of field trips as indicated in his suspected writing found by law enforcement, which ties into his being deprived because of his lack of self-worth. The emphasis on this lack of self-worth is explicit in his Excitement’s Crave poem where he in his initial lines mentions the importance that society places on “taking inventory of their worth.” This idea of worth is further stressed in the poem where he explains the “task” of “choosing values,” where one’s self-worth is a value. The words “worth” and “value” epitomize the core of his motivation for his crimes. Since he did not find confirmation of his self-worth and value through his own resources in the upright world, he sought it in his underworld of crime and forced it from the resources of others. His crimes were his way of filling in the void of self-worth and value denied to him from his childhood family and from his surroundings. In doing so, he wanted to show how much he surpassed society because while others were toiling away or “lifting,” as he worded it in Excitement’s Crave, he was achieving through using them and their resources, such as ordering the women to tie up their partners instead of doing it himself and using objects from the homes to commit his crimes. His commands to his female victims to treat him as they did their husbands served him to regain his self-worth as the man of the house. This use of other people’s resources, and his importance placed on them as can be seen in his map of homes and the local environment, was his way of proving his intelligence and related to it, his own self-worth and value to himself and to society. His stealth of personal items from the homes of the women he raped, such as wedding rings and drivers’ licenses, represented to him the lasting achievement of his conquests. This lasting achievement was his proof to himself and to society, exhibited in the phone calls to female victims, that he was worthy and “deserving,” as he expressed in his suspected Excitement’s Crave poem, of recognition. Proving his self-worth and value was the reason behind the escalation of his crimes from thefts and rapes of women to murders of couples each time he was challenged by society, whether the journalist at the meeting or law enforcement. Self-worth and value is critical to solving the mystery because it is the motivation behind his crimes. Law enforcement and investigators should look into any males born around 1951 to 1956, which coincides with his suspected age range during the time span of his crimes, 1976 to 1981 and 1986, in California and among these males, into those at school suspected of suffering neglect and abuse at home during the 1960’s to 1970’s, those discharged from the military or released from any employment due to rebellious behavior against authority and those who emphasize perseverance toward achieving self-worth, self-value and self-power in their words, connotations and actions. These combined clues are the key to solving this mystery maze because they come from feeling, that feeling that the unwavering will of the self can pave the way toward its worth.