Post by Deleted on Apr 9, 2015 15:34:22 GMT
There have been numerous discussions on this board about how troubling this case is; how it gets into your head and changes the way you think; even the way you live.
I've mentioned before in other threads that I've become a lot more vigilant about securing my house against intruders. I don't go to sleep until several layers of security have been put in place to ensure that it is very difficult for anyone to get the drop on me. I've also spoken about my unsettling dreams and sleep paralysis. I've taken numerous breaks from the forum when I felt the negative energy that pervades this case was beginning to have a profound effect on my life. I know I'm not the only one on this board who has experienced something similar.
But there is one experience I had that I've never shared with anyone. In light of recent events and the revelation by Jian Quasar that he feels confident he has uncovered the identity of the EAR/ONS, I feel it is time to share this experience, if only to air the awful memory in the hopes that it might dissipate and stop haunting my sub-conscious.
One night in the summer of 2014, when I was spending a lot of time researching the case, I awoke in the middle of the night for no apparent reason. My bedroom was dark and I felt perfectly at ease and relaxed. I lay there awake, with my eyes open for quite some time. After about five minutes, something at the far side of my bed caught my attention and I looked over and saw a man dressed in dark clothing, his face obscured by a balaclava, holding something high over his head as though he were about to smash it down on my prone torso. I was startled, and when the figure in black suddenly swung the object down towards me, I was barely able to react in time — I closed my eyes and brought my legs up to my chest to protect my torso. I waited for the blow to smash into me, but it never did. I opened my eyes and the figure in black - so vivid just a moment ago - was gone. He had vanished...disappeared into the night, as the EAR liked to say. After I had calmed down and collected my thoughts enough to realize that it had all been a hallucination, I was suddenly struck with a powerful realization that solidified into an undeniable truth in my heart and mind — the EAR/ONS was dead. He would never be brought to justice.
I dont know if Quasar has found the EAR's identity. I truly hope he has. What I do know is that the EAR/ONS has left a legacy of terror that goes beyond the victims and their families. I think that just about all of us who have researched this case and delved deeply into the EAR/ONS' sick deeds have been negatively affected by him. If Quasar is correct about the EAR/ONS' identity, I truly hope that his terrible legacy can die along with him, that the victims and their families will find some measure of closure and relief. That includes the residents of the communities he offended in and members of this board as well - those of us who have become vicarious victims of this terrible man and the awful deeds he committed.
I've mentioned before in other threads that I've become a lot more vigilant about securing my house against intruders. I don't go to sleep until several layers of security have been put in place to ensure that it is very difficult for anyone to get the drop on me. I've also spoken about my unsettling dreams and sleep paralysis. I've taken numerous breaks from the forum when I felt the negative energy that pervades this case was beginning to have a profound effect on my life. I know I'm not the only one on this board who has experienced something similar.
But there is one experience I had that I've never shared with anyone. In light of recent events and the revelation by Jian Quasar that he feels confident he has uncovered the identity of the EAR/ONS, I feel it is time to share this experience, if only to air the awful memory in the hopes that it might dissipate and stop haunting my sub-conscious.
One night in the summer of 2014, when I was spending a lot of time researching the case, I awoke in the middle of the night for no apparent reason. My bedroom was dark and I felt perfectly at ease and relaxed. I lay there awake, with my eyes open for quite some time. After about five minutes, something at the far side of my bed caught my attention and I looked over and saw a man dressed in dark clothing, his face obscured by a balaclava, holding something high over his head as though he were about to smash it down on my prone torso. I was startled, and when the figure in black suddenly swung the object down towards me, I was barely able to react in time — I closed my eyes and brought my legs up to my chest to protect my torso. I waited for the blow to smash into me, but it never did. I opened my eyes and the figure in black - so vivid just a moment ago - was gone. He had vanished...disappeared into the night, as the EAR liked to say. After I had calmed down and collected my thoughts enough to realize that it had all been a hallucination, I was suddenly struck with a powerful realization that solidified into an undeniable truth in my heart and mind — the EAR/ONS was dead. He would never be brought to justice.
I dont know if Quasar has found the EAR's identity. I truly hope he has. What I do know is that the EAR/ONS has left a legacy of terror that goes beyond the victims and their families. I think that just about all of us who have researched this case and delved deeply into the EAR/ONS' sick deeds have been negatively affected by him. If Quasar is correct about the EAR/ONS' identity, I truly hope that his terrible legacy can die along with him, that the victims and their families will find some measure of closure and relief. That includes the residents of the communities he offended in and members of this board as well - those of us who have become vicarious victims of this terrible man and the awful deeds he committed.