Man in the Window: 2 new episodes with some new info
Dec 9, 2020 2:09:17 GMT
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Post by kg on Dec 9, 2020 2:09:17 GMT
Episode 10: I find it interesting how there are still opinions that he was faking so much during attacks. We know there was a Bonnie, we know he had a relationship with his mother and if it was him sobbing during attacks it would make sense that he was apologizing to her for his behavior. Kids who grow up in abused homes can become emotionally fragile adults and he strikes me as being fragile. He might have dealt with his problems in his younger years with aggression (control seeking behavior), pushing the rules, etc. He behaved in many respects just like a damaged kid. And there was the confluence of an abusive childhood, Vietnam, and testosterone. But then in his later years he devoted his energies to caring for others, he finally had his own family, and he cared for them over and over and over. This in spite of what he endured in his youth, with a family of his own he found a way to have meaningful relationships. It is a great tragedy that he did not experience more security in his childhood because he just might have been a great person and a whole lot of hell could have been avoided. Of course he must pay for his crimes now. It really wouldn't surprise me if Cruz was his last act but it seems almost certain there are some crimes that have not yet been connected.
Back to the faking it theories. Since the other faking it theories pertaining to the crimes have been debunked it seems that knowledge should be applied now. He stood up in court and addressed the victims. Personally, I think it was genuine, he didn't have to do that, he chose to do that. His avoidance of eye contact with victims could demonstrate a sense of deep shame. From what I understand from the podcast he didn't have to sit there and listen to those statements. He chose to. Yes, he did not want to see them, but he also sent his daughters away when they were brought to the jail, it reads like shame. Only he can know but I do think he is sincere. I do think he felt that something was controlling him and I do believe he wanted out, at least in part.
Back to the faking it theories. Since the other faking it theories pertaining to the crimes have been debunked it seems that knowledge should be applied now. He stood up in court and addressed the victims. Personally, I think it was genuine, he didn't have to do that, he chose to do that. His avoidance of eye contact with victims could demonstrate a sense of deep shame. From what I understand from the podcast he didn't have to sit there and listen to those statements. He chose to. Yes, he did not want to see them, but he also sent his daughters away when they were brought to the jail, it reads like shame. Only he can know but I do think he is sincere. I do think he felt that something was controlling him and I do believe he wanted out, at least in part.